it was well worth all the hard work, & the aching feet. i really should have sat down occasionally.
here are a few photos:



now it's etsy shop time. yes i know i've said that before, but this time i mean it. yes i know i said that too. be quiet.
i had to leave out a lot of his detail due to my fingers falling off, but he didn't mind. it will become a couch pillow when i am done with the upcoming show. thanks amanda!
baskets are quickly filling with items for sale. as exhausted as i am, it is so satisfying to see the baskets fill, & the stacks threaten to topple. below are my drawing kits, dinky gnomies, needlebooks, & wool pins.
have you ever had a moment of clarity? i did last night.
manlyman had not been home from work for 15 minutes when i asked him to look at this video from wicked i'd found on youtube. just this one i said.
2 hours later he was still watching videos i'd found. i felt this gentle tug behind me, pulling me slightly out of the moment. i looked to my left, & saw this man willingly watching showtune after showtune with me. for me. he was there, & he was present. his eyes weren't glazed, his face showed no sign of being bored out of his skull.
don't get me wrong - manlyman has nothing against musicals, he enjoys them on occasion. they just aren't his favorite genre. he isn't the one who dreams in them. of them. about them. there were a kajillion other things he would have rather been doing, or watching; but he sat with me instead. he probably knew that there would be more than just that one video when he sat down; even though i really did mean just one. i always do mean just one.
in that moment i realized he does things like that all the time.
he'll look up from a golf an art magazine; for the umpteenth time; to listen to me read a paragraph about grammar, or an entire chapter on how the english language came to be. these things don't fascinate him in the least - they're my bit of freak. still he looks up, & listens without a hint of not caring in his demeanor. he never says a word when i say that i'm going to listen to music with my headphones, but not to worry because i won't be singing along. i always mean it, but i always end up singing at the top of my lungs. afterward i apologize, & he says that he enjoyed listening to me sing. he even sounds as though he means it.
i am not saying he should be marked for sainthood - oh no. the man does not understand the lure of the dollar store, he neither oohs nor aahs when i show him my treasures from an afternoon thrift-shopping, he doesn't crave any food of any kind ever, he doesn't believe that i really am allergic to doing the dishes, there are golf art things strewn from one end of the belfry to the other...
i think what i'm saying is that i saw that he takes me for who i am. he accepts my freaks, & sees them as a part of the whole. i was going to say as part of the package, but that just sounded a tad dirty for the middle of the day. or is that just where my mind goes? no need to come out of lurkdom to answer that question - it was rhetorical.
it comes down to acceptance. i learned (the hard way) a few years ago to look at my friends, & decide if the quality of love & friendship they offered was worth the freak they brought along for the ride. if i were to gather my nearest & dearest today it would look like a freak convention to be sure - but they are truly worth it all.
the other side of that is that i need to be accepted. i need to know that the people to whom i entrust my love & friendship accept me in spite of the freaks i bring along. usually i feel that they do, but lately not with everyone.
i digress. the point of this post; yes there was a point originally; is that i think i'm pretty damned lucky. manlyman knows i'm flawed. he knows my freaks better than i - he knows it all & accepts it all. it's like having permission 24-7 to just be me! hey world, i am lucky indeed.
~peace.
i call this one hobbity rock star.
as i said, most of the photos he takes are too close so they blur, or they're of minipaper taking a picture of him, or the pics are of the inside of his mouth - the usual kidfreak stuff. don't get me wrong, i understand the value of the kidfreak photos. when he's a grown man we can look at the pictures, & remember how silly & dinky he once was. we can also show them to his significant other to embarrass the bleep out of him. unless of course he marries minipaper... then they'll probably ask for the pics, so they can frame, & hang them on the wall with pride.
speaking of the boy & his best girl - this was a chat we had yesterday morn:
th - mama, when me & minipaper are grownieups & married..
m - (gasp) um what?!
th - no mama! (duh you idiot tone) i am not marrying minipaper! she is my best friend! when she is married & i am married to other people!!
m - (heehee) ah. ok. &?
th - well when we are married to other people, we can bring our kids that we have with the other people to see our tree. right?
m - (awww how utterly sweet!) yes baby that's right.
th - cool.
(yeah. cool.)
happy full moon! go moon someone. tell them i sent you.
~peace.
here we have part of the farm as of a week ago. the brussels sprouts had to be pulled due to nasty worms, & the sugar snaps were pulled because they stopped producing as much.
i couldn't resist taking a close-up of the fennel - isn't it beautiful? it was tasty too. mmmm.
totally unrelated to any of the above: i have had sitemeter for a few weeks now, so have been able to see who's visiting, & from where. i want to say that i'm thrilled so many people are stopping by the belfry, & from so many places around the world! i also want to ask something of you: please say hello! i have enjoyed the comments immensely, & would love more of them. i want to get to know all of you peeping toms ;-)
that's all for today. i have to finish here, so i can play outside with thehobbit. manlyman won guitar hero 3 on monday, & thehobbit is sad because i won't let him play with it. a little running around with mama in the fresh air should stop the pouting. hopefully. or i could give him candy! (joking)
have whatever kind of day you feel like having (after you say hello.) ~peace.
look at this!
the auntie & uncle gave this book to thehobbit. it's great fun, & came with a pocket watch like the one pictured! it's well-made, actually works, & the best part is it runs backwards. seriously... i am tempted to steal it for my own.
ok one & only reader, my the rewinder says it's time for me to go. we're off to an environmental festival today. i hope you have a loverly saturday. ~peace.